I’m oddly calm despite impending organic chemistry doom in less than 2 hours.
This is probably a really bad sign. A horrible omen that despite all this preparing — reading all the chapters, taking thorough notes and doing the practice exam problems — that I don’t know any of my shit when the actual test comes. A part of me is waiting for the moment where I walk into the exam room and forget just about everything that I spent the last 3 days studying and all I can do is stare at the page and create my own chemical laws.
But at this point, even stressing about that possibility is pointless. Things are the way they are, and I can only find out what’s in store in 2 hours by simply waiting.
Here we go again.
Orgo take 3.
Zaitsev, take pity on my soul.
Maybe we’re all just looking for the one person
Who can take away that little bit of sadness with their reassuring presence
And accepting ears. Kindred spirits searching for simple comfort
That can be found in the existence of another.
i dont even sleep anymore i just die for a couple hours each day
Please know that if you date me, I am a very touchy person. I will like to pet your head and hold your hand, rub your shoulders or hug you a lot. Simply put, to physically feel you in some way is very comforting to me and I can’t really apologize for it, it just feels natural to me and makes me happy.
Am I a bad person if I seriously enjoy taking this reaction paper assignment with these nice Ph.D. researchers, ripping it apart — taking away any validity I can — and showing how their findings aren’t actually that significant or applicable? Is it bad if I look at these beautiful graphs meant to prove their point, turn them around and point out how it’s utter bullshit and in fact does not prove a point? Is it terribly mean if I show that any point made in their paper is completely unimportant beyond being an intriguing and novel idea that needs to be tested in a better way?
Let the massacre begin.
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